Just thought I'd put that out there. No, I don't feel like I'm missing out on something. Your smirky comments won't make me want to have sex any sooner. Not having had sex doesn't make me "inexperienced", doesn't make me a prude, or naive & it sure as heck doesn't make me "holier than thou". It just makes me Karla Plascencia, the girl who is waiting for the right one...the right one will be the one that I marry. The guy I want to spend my life with.
I've turned this matter so much in my mind. Whenever the subject comes up and it turns out that I, as an 18 year old have not had sex, it makes me the weird one. At first, it made me feel weird and like I was actually missing out on something but honestly, I'm not.
I have so much faith that God has my life perfectly planned out and He is preparing the most amazing, handsome, humorous, and above all God fearing man for me. I believe I'm being prepared also. There's someone out there for me. And when we meet there will be freakin sparks flying everywhere & we'll be RETARDED IN LOVE.
I'm not about to have sex and give up the most intimate part of me to some guy that will become a memory.
Yep, there goes my random sex rant. I want to wait big woop. Its hard, I won't deny being human but the Lord takes notice of a pure heart and though my eyes may divert at times, He's always there to remind me:
"I have the most gorgeous guy waiting for you and guess what, he likes to cook." Oh yes.... :]
"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart" Psalm 37:4
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